Moments In life - a poem i wrote

- MOMENTS IN LIFE - There are momEnts in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dReams & hug them for real. When the door of happIness closes, another opens; but often times we looK so long At the closed door that we don't see the one, which hAs been opened for uS. Don't go for looks, They can dEceive.Don't go for wealth; eVen that fadEs away. Go for someoNe that makes you smile because it take only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the One that makes your heaRt smile. DrEam what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you haVe only onE life & one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough tRials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human & enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures & heartaches. When you were born, you were crying & everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you are the one smiling & everyone around you is crying. Don't count the years, count the memories. Life isn't measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away. NEVER regret a day in your life. Good days bring you happiness; bad days give you experiences. Both are essential to life. <3

Do You Mean It

When most people have a problem, they put a patch on it and move on with life, I just watch it unfold into a massive heap of untold lies and dirty secrets and push them aside. So another couple of weeks flys past, another wrenched month of heartache and listening to the sad songs that chain my heart together. I sit and watch the leaves turn colors But i'm not ready to take on the winter nights alone. Cause lately, i've been real alone. And the music sits low, and the sneakers i would wear on those long walks stay in the closet. Summer skies that faced down onto the ground in the cemetary starts to turn white and snow covers the stones. I'm not satisfied with the way things are now. I'm not satisfied with not hearing your voice and not touching your face. And the time we use to have and all those secret places we wld spent hours in are now just a memory that likes to come to mind only every other second of the day . I push the tears back to later and remind myself i have to many people around to let them all down and show my worst side. I hold in whats bad and fake the smile and do my best to make proud. So i tranqulize myself with music and hope to god it's enough to make it through the day. They pass the time from day to day. So you love and you learn, and sometimes the lessons far more sacred than the ones that have come before. the problems are messy and hearts are fragile. But we all find in time that nothings Perfect, you hurt the ones you love, and you break the ones who care. <3